Lame vs Exciting..

A friend told me recently that I had such a lame life..
Boring..
When I come to think about it, yeah, he's damn right..
But I love that lame life I've lived..
No regrets..

Thanx to you..
For turning my lame life into exciting ones..
Even for a while..
So that I know, what's excitement is all about..
In your terms at least..

xoxo..

Eee.. Hangen!!

Tensi betul bila kene bercakap dengan orang yang tak makan saman..
Cakap pun tak faham2..
Atau pun saja buat tak faham..
Like, seriously, aku tak tau nak cakap macam mana lagi dah..
Cakap Melayu dah, cakap Omputih dah..
Nasib la 2 bahasa tu je aku tau..
Kalau tak, aku guna bahasa Urdu gak kot..

Kenapa susah sangat nak faham bila aku cakap TAK NAK?
Kenapa susah sangat nak faham bila aku cakap TAK MAHU?
Kenapa susah sangat nak faham bila aku cakap JANGAN?
Simple word seems complicated when you talk to those who block their mind to understand..
Rasa macam nak belah kepala dia, keluarkan otak dia, kasi cuci then pasang balik..
Aku pulak yang rasa macam eh? Ko ni pesal ha?
Aku jarang nak marah orang..
Tapi bila aku marah, memang aku marah betul..
So, bila aku marah JANGAN la ko cuba nak buat apa pun..
TAKKAN jalan punye..
Lagi buat aku marah ada..

Jangan sampai aku naik hantu sudah..
Kalau sampai tahap itu, ya ampunn...
Aku pun tak tau nak cakap..
Memang mulut aku ni akan cakap tak pakai otak punye..
Mulut aku ni macam ada otak dia sendiri..
Cakap ikut sedap mulut aje..
Huh..

Baru je aku berazam tahun ni tanak bagi orang sakitkan hati aku..
Tup tup ada jugakkkk..
Serabut, semakkkk..!
Rasa nak blah je..
T_T

Aku Kangen Sama Kamu...

Aku sekarang tengah gila Pop Indo lak..
Thanx pada kawan aku yang menjebakkan aku..
Tak pasal keje aku mencari lagu..
Haha..

Apapun, sangat rindu..
~_~'
Tapi entah..
Soal hati sangat susah..
Takpe la..
Lama-lama nanti ok kot..
Layan lagu je la..
Pengubat hati..
Huhu..T_T

2012

Finally, dah masuk pun tahun baru..
New Year Eve hari tu spent time with my children balik Taiping..
Seronok sangat la diorang tu..
Budak-budak kan..
Asal bawak berjalan, ke mana pun tak kisah..
Senang betul memuaskan hati budak-budak eh?

By the way, how's ur New Year?
Dah 10 hari masuk tahun baru..
Ada feel baru ke?
Ke sama je..
Bagi aku, entahhh..
Haha..
Hati kering..
Tapi sedang menimbang-nimbang membuat keputusan..
Membuat pilihan..
Even though I realize the obvious..
But still, takut tersalah..
So, jalan yang aku ambik adalah buat solat istikharah..
Moga Allah bukakan jalan serta hidayah yang terbaik untuk aku..
Amin..

Closure..

One more day before we say hello to 2012..
How time flies..
By the way, 2011 is the most hectic year for me..
Lots of dramas..
Lots of crying..
Lots of pain..
But..
I found serenity as well..
Feel relieve..
And feel loved..
Whatever happened, I've been blessed..
And I'm thankful for whatever that was being tested upon me..
Cause it make me stronger..
Make me feel, "hey, there's nothing i can't handle"
InsyaAllah..

Well, let's close the book of sorrow..
And 2012 will see the new Me..!
Even now, I'm the new Me..
But let's make it official by 1st January 2012..

Both my children are growing up..
Haikal will be going to skool next year.. (how fast!)
Humaira will be 2 next year.. (super fast!)
I hope they know that I love them so much..
And whatever happens has got nothing to do with them..
And that they will always be the love of my life..

Well guys, how's your preparation for new year?
New resolution perhaps?
Or bringing forward this year's resolution to next year?
:)

Have a happy holiday..!
Have a happy New Year..!
See you guys next year..!!